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true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
14/08-15/08
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 11:58:00 PM
yesterday was my oral. omg. i was very nervous. i started reading aloud quite alright, except i stumbled along the way. and i also added a few words. for the picture discussion, i was about to move on to the old elderly lady (which is the prompt question), my examiner interrupted me and asked me. argh. i should have pretended not to hear him and continued to talk non-stop. for conversation, it was favourite food and charity (again!).
today was the briefing on retaking the mother tongue O's. mdm ho sort of did not allow me to retake. after everyone has left, i went to find mdm ho and all of them started to shoot me. fine. i remained quiet, like i can do or say anything much.
i am a human being. i have feelings. no way i am going to say any vulgarities. no way i am polluting my blog. i had enough with all of your insults, even though i am at fault. try putting yourself in my shoes. you think i want a b3? you think i am happy with it? i have put in efforts, perhaps not enough. do you know what is going through my mind then, now and in the future. please do not pretend you know me. no one knows me to the extent of 80%.
i wondered why i even asked howleong if it was appropriate to leave just like that, without informing anyone of them. i think i am too polite to the wrong people at the wrong time.
i learnt about the truth. my assumptions were right. it was my fault, like i have guessed and known. but you are unwilling to forgive me. i am not what you think. i have to reflect and stop all my stupid actions. sorry.
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