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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
13/08
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 11:41:00 PM
we got back our mother tongue results. well, it is my second time, but i am finally feeling the anxiety. the feeling is really breath-taking when ms soh tells us our results
one by one. slow and irritating process. not to mention any other naggings from other people. i got b3 with oral merit again. i am just too lazy to say any more. things have already gone so far. what can i do except bucking up?
today is the 111th day. i told myself i am going to forget all about you. i am going to start my 112th day as a brand-new person, with minimal memories of you. i do not know what really happened; only you know and you did not want to tell anyone about it. so be it. this process about forgetting a friend is not at all easy, but i have to. it is affecting my life too much, to an extent i am breaking down soon and i will not let it happen. i know you do not even care a hoot about what happened between us, but i do. have you ever considered my feelings? have you? i 100% doubt so, or at least your actions shown me that.i know i was not a very perfect person, although i am almost a perfectionist. you could have just told me what you do not like about me, and not suddenly start a cold war and refusing everyone to know what had happened between us, even your close friends. but you chose to start a cold war. there is nothing i can do to stop you, plus the fact that you do not care at all. i just to be a friend, if you think i might want more than that, sorry, you are mistaken and very wrong. is it so difficult to be a normal friend? i see not much of a difficulty.i welcome any comments, negative or positive. if any one of you choose to talk behind my back, thank you so much.
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