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true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
31/07
Tuesday, July 31, 2007 @ 11:07:00 PM
today must be one of my lousiest day.
school as usual. ss em recess am el el lunch ndp. i did the compre during english and went off at lunch like duh. my number 1 is extremely big. i regret taking a big one due to the sleeves. i totally regret it. once my drill cane is poked through, everything is ugly,
fugly. i wear size 3 or 4, but due to the sleeves, i took 6 this time. the sleeve is like double the distance of where my drill cane should be from my shoulder.
i made a lot of mistakes today. i forgot to salute, forgot to take one step back, forgot to this, forgot to that. why am i so stupid today. i hate myself when i make mistakes when it is not the time to. i hate it. i hate myself. is it because of my gigantic number 1 thus affecting my mood and my memory? all these suck, alright.
i also do not like the way they work. i was told that the SCs are to be ready by 230, goh 245 and the first round to start at 3. the rehearsal only started at around 330. first round was without goh. what is this man. we waited for them for almost 2 hours. try putting yourselves inside our shoes. i tried to make up excuses for them, but the opposing idea would be, they can just sms or call to inform us. you are busy, are we not. O's leh. you are drawing a 4 to 5 figure salary. and we were out there slogging our guts out.
yes, we may make mistakes, but think. who would be more tired. i think it would be better for us to plan this ndp on our own, although it will take hell lot of time. you just have to say or nod, we have to do major changes. you are tired, they are tired, everyone is tired. if she was to scold me for delaying her meeting, i could have said this out of spite and anger, "i seriously think my cadet who is not feeling well, is more important than a meeting."
i have tomorrow to finish my boards. now starting to stick everything. i guess i would only have 5 boards if i really squeeze everything and 6 if i spread the materials out a little.
final lap. i will miss all the art moments we had together.
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