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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
18/07 & 19/07
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ 11:40:00 PM
supposedly can finish by 1159pm. lol. nvm.
yesterday i woke at around 545. i went to school with kian ru. i have to reach school by 7, but i was 5 minutes late though. it was not an easy day. i dozed off during comfortable physics in ava room. i am sorry, but at least i dozed off after i understood the concept.
the little story about the magnet and the solenoid. lol.
life is cool. haha. i had this SUDDEN thought. i am finally starting on hp and the hbp. woolala. i am sure i can finish it tomorrow. i was so shocked i saw marissa's book on one of my shelves. i thought i forgot to return it to her since i borrowed it from her. that was freaking scary to have discovered this i-feel-really-sorry truth.
it was not my fault. it does not feel good to be maligned. try growing up with maligns thrown at your face every now and then. try it, and tell me how you feel. the thing and feeling i hate most, is to be maligned than loneliness or anything. wu dai ji, bo dai ji, feng zhuang yi, feng zhuang yi. do you think it is cool? the feeling totally sucks. fyi.
today i woke up at 6 suddenly. as in just open my eyes and feel so alert. i crawled out from my covers and took my clothes to the bathroom. i went to mac to take breakfast away. weird. morning service is so good, gave me a great start, but other than morning? i was so shocked when i boarded the bus. it was rather full, but the bus driver was saying, 'teacher in school never teach students to move it ar?'
all these while i thought the teachers were maligning us, as most of the time, it was not our fault people cannot board, and at the same time, exaggerating the fact that the public is judging us. today i discovered the harsh truth.
we are wearing our school uniform, we do not really care about how we behave. sometimes
truth hurts and is harsh. we know it best if we are committing the mistake or not. it is not as if we are so innocent and do not know anything.
come off it. no one likes to be close to strangers, packed together in a bus. but why can't we throw away all these selfish thoughts? by harbouring these thoughts, we are just denying others the access to get on the bus or know you for the other cases.
you tell me if i am right by this, "you are already running late, you do not move in, the bus driver refuses to drive off, others cannot board. BECAUSE others cannot board, the bus driver refuses to drive off, AND you are already running late and you still refuse to move in." see what i am driving at? it forms a
TOTALLY DUMB vicious cycle.
school started that way for me. oh yes, another thing is, are there germs on the seat? you cannot sit down in order to let one more person get on the bus huh? no one likes their comfort zone to have someone else in, moreover some stranger. think it over people. human beings are not perfect, i know it well myself. i am the perfect example of extreme imperfection.
english another story. think zhuangyi. electromagnetic induction, chim. haha. i think i have grasped the concept? i had my second last physics practical before my prelim's. if i am not wrong, i will be doing the last practical session for chemistry tomorrow. chemistry is alright, except the fact that the recording part is a little tricky. i do not really know the terms and ways to phrase the observations. aiya. i think i forgot what i wanted to post. nvm. i shall post it as part of tomorrow's. night.