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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
08/08
Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 9:12:00 PM
i was too busy and tired to carry on with this post the other day. i have received consolations from my friends and teachers. they felt that it is alright to make mistakes. i am not sure. not sure as in to the venue or the event is at all suitable for such a mistake. life still goes on.
i have to thank my friends who stood by me. sandy, who came to approach me first and knocked much sense into me.
amanda, who told me to cry my heart out.
masdiyanah,
sheena,
cheryl,
humaira and
zahi were part of the "amanda's gang". lol.
melissa for the omg, what happened. haha. and
patrine who received my calls and called me back even though my faulty phone hung up on her so many times (sorry!).
i really have to thank all of you for consoling me and listening to my endless rubbish.
AND for those who did not give a hoot, you should know where you stand in my heart now. thanks for letting me realising that you do not care about me and like wise, i will not care about you when the time comes. you do not deserve my attention. i have woken up.
thank you for everything, my true friends!i have to thank my teachers too.
ms soh cheng peng, although she did not say anything about it, but i know she cares a lot about the class, about me.
ms susan soh, she has been motivating me and asking me not to give up and stuff like this.
mr emmanuel teo, who told me that i am brave enough and the audience have not been fair to me.
mdm chan foong keng, who told me not to think too much and everyone makes mistakes.
thank you for everything, teachers!
for those people who jeered at me, although i really wanted all of you to vanish from the world, but i have to thank you. seriously. or rather, i want to thank myself. if i hadn't made the mistake, i would not have broke down. if i did not break down, i would not have realised who really cared about me.
i broke down, is not because of the embarrassment, although i claimed to some people. i broke down is because i do not know how to face those people who have had high expectations of me.
people, get this right and clear, i broke down is not because of those unappreciative people, but friends and close ones who appreciate me.
if you think we, npcc, or rather me alone, did not do well enough, think about it again. do you have the courage to go out and shout or present yourself in front of the whole school? do you have the ability to do better than us? human beings tend to criticise people rather than themselves. often a times, you can only hear people say, it is not my fault. i did not know or i was not informed. can't you ask others? why must others tell you before you ask?
P.S. for those who think you can do better than us or only me alone, i feel so apologetic, because ability and courage is not the key to success. you have to have the opportunity. sorry if you do not have it. you were not even offered to do it, so do you mind keeping quiet and watch the show quietly?