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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 9:45:00 PM
my emotional & psychological state is now in a big mess!
i seemed to be unable to control my emotions like how i used to. therefore, i flare up much more than usual. as a result, my friends and people around me suffer.
i seemed to lose control over my emotions. i do not know what exactly is happening to me. if you are a regular visitor to my blog, you could actually see many "i do not know"s.
i realise some new characteristics of mine these few days. either i was already self-centered and paranoid from the beginning or i have only became self-centered and paranoid recently.
i begin to care more about my feelings and not others'. (but i only know how and what i feel, i do not know others'. you cannot blame me for that) *snaps* i have to constantly hit or use a rubber band to snap at my hands to shut my automatic negative thoughts up.
i am constantly thinking of - to concentrate and study. (why must i meet this kind of situation when it is nearing my O's?)
argh.i cannot go for the parade. i cannot take pictures with -. i cannot go home with -. that will be the first and last time - will be wearing number 1. and i cannot go for the thing. i will never use photoshop to cut and paste pictures. never. anyway, i will be wearing number 3 to HTA. is there a way to actually have a picture taken with both of us wearing number 1? think, ms pang.if i want to go, i need to produce mc for the thing i have on. ARGH. so coincidental. aiya. THINK.
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