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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
12/04 &13/04
Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 9:04:00 PM
went through the resiliency course. i didn't concentrate much until the last module, test anxiety.
i learned about the ANTS and learned the counters. i think i am giving in to the ANTS. it seemed like something is holding me back to counter the thoughts. maybe it is the indifferent attitude my friends are showing me, therefore i am holding the counter tactics back.
the course is really useful at the last part, for the front, i am not sure.
on friday, mr tan yee kan came in and talked to 4e4 and 4e5. the first thought i had was, can 4e4 go? you have already talked to us. is there a need for a second one?
nvm. i kept my mouth shut and listened to what he has to say for this time. he came in, he praised 4e4 for having good results and on the right track (does someone has anything to this 4 words?). the first thought i had was, i am one of the few who do not belong to that group of people who deserved to be praised.
after that, he started to scold 4e5 for having the results they have now. i was listening to that instead of the praises. i know i belong to the group whose results are bad, very bad. he asked people to explain why their class' results are not good. they could not answer. i am unsure if i was asked, i could answer him too. as much as i do not like him, i think both of them are right. you need BOTH external and internal motivation.
i do not know how long can i hang on. i have neither internal nor external motivations. i really do not know.
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