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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
frigging shits .
Sunday, April 8, 2007 @ 10:55:00 PM
today, i finally realise, i am not that useful, effective, so great after all. i do feel helpless. very indeed.
pds training after school. i went to take a look. she came back, it was definitely surprising. long time since we have last seen her. the only, simple reason why she came back- she missed pds and wanted to know how it is doing.
lalala. i didn't know what happened until rebecca told me. hmm. i think both sides are at fault. all of them, except those cold-feeling guys, broke down. even me, the known for mentally-strongest girl broke down. this is not the first time i cried for NPCC matters, and it will definitely not be the last. (fyi: first time: stood for too long in the whatever formation you call that, to welcome the vip, i could not kneel. how am i going to perform if i cannot kneel down? second time: NPCC got gold for year 2006. third time: helplessness took over me and made me break down.)
they quarrelled. i could not do a thing. i can only stand at one side and listen. both parties are stubborn, very stubborn. both insisted they are not at fault. one wanted to cool down, while the other wants to have a confrontation. AIYA. so irritating. frustrated with them. in the end, while talking to the girls there, i cried. hiding from the sisters of course. they were like, just less than 100m in front of me.
it is not going to be an easy and smooth journey for me. letting go of the things i had loved all my secondary school life.
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NPAP 2008
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STAR cruise VIRGO
77th CIBTC
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year 2009
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new SLING bag
new SANDALS
NICE black and waterproof WATCH!
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more and more camps! not now
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