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09/10/08
Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 4:15:00 PM
hello everyone. it has been another three weeks. x=
what have happened during these and next three weeks.
- erm i forgot.
- WR again.
- I&R (overly due now).
- all the deadlines flying in.
- went shopping ever since long time ago.
- mugging session.
- mentoring.
- HTA.
- feeling hopeless over everything and everyone.
- sleepless nights preparing for promo.
- worrisome days and nights for everything.
- today.
(:(:- HTA on friday.
- mentoring on saturday.
- chemistry on monday.
- history on tuesday.
- soft skills one on wednesday.
- intensive starts on thu. x=
- mentoring.
- mentoring.
- ATC.
- mentoring.
- A level.
- A level.
- promo results. x=
even if i drown in cooling tea, i would still die an angry ghost.i have been feeling very hopeless for the last few weeks. hopeless about me, hopeless about people around me, hopeless about my doings that i deserved all these. i told myself that it is bound to happen, but why is it happening again? i thought this kind of life was already history for me.
no one gave you the permission to hurt me, but why did you do it?
life is not a bed of roses. yeah indeed, this statement is too commonly used. you do not get to enjoy every single moment of your life. if you happen to, contact me via my tagboard. XD.
however, i beg to differ that life is not a bed of roses. "life is a bed of roses, including the thorns." this looks more pleasing to the eye now. one can have too many examples. try to come up with your own, if not it is going to be painful to learn from experience for this case.
i do not know why, but i hope that there is a reason for all these torment.________________________________________________
ni shuo de dui- yao yi yi ke ping chang xin qu kan dai sheng huo li de ren shi wu jiu bu hui gan dao shi wang. zhen shi bu ming bai wo hai zai zhi zhuo xie shen me, tong shi ye qi dai xie shen me. ni shuo de dui- yao yi yi ke ping chang xin qu kan dai sheng huo li de ren shi wu jiu bu hui gan dao shi wang.
祝我生日快乐
Wish Me A Happy Birthday我知道伤心不能改变什么
I know that sadness will not be able to change anything
那么让我诚实一点
If that's the case, then let me be honest a little bit
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
To be honest that's it's difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal
只有关上了门不必理谁
I can only close the door and ignore the world
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
Sitting alone inside this empty space
手机让它休息一夜
Let the cellphone rest for a night
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
[So] Difficult, [I feel like] cutting off all the frames of memory
眼泪不能流过十二点
These tears can no longer shed past Midnight
生日快乐 我对自己说
Happy birthday, I said to myself
蜡烛点了
[As] The candles are blown
寂寞亮了
Loneliness lit up
生日快乐
Happy birthday
泪也融了
Tears are melted away
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
I want to thank for all that you gave and took away
还爱你带一点恨
Having to love you still, carries a little scar
还要时间
Only time
才能平衡
can heal the wound
热恋伤痕
Passionate love leaves painful traces
画面重生
As the picture replays
祝我生日快乐
Wish me a happy birthday
thanks to all who wished me!
first present- jasmine
first sms- george
first verbal wish- jessica
first cake- family
first FEAST- jasmine
not forgetting family, philomela, chuan wan, hui min, aunt alice, jessica, karen, shamini, hui yi, carla, skandan, darren, yuen yee, vernicia, camy.
when i realized i really had to finish all the outstanding work, here i am at jasmine's house, half blogging and half doing the work. XD. the work is really terrible when you are doing it alone. it feels like PW but just of a lighter load but more stress somehow? x=
stress is good. it puts me to task well.
i usually work better with stress. =D
getting back to outstanding work now!