19- 25/05
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 2:05:00 AM
just some updates before my OBS later.
and i have not packed at all. lol!
19/05: day 2 of day 3 of "holidays"!
i woke up in the afternoon as usual, like nobody's business. hahaha. i proceeded to chiong my GPP as usual.
it was a boring day. -,-
i am always here for you. (:20/05: back to school after 3.5 days of holidays.
lessons went on as usual?
i forgot what happened as usual? hahaha.
the random thought of repeating year 1. x=
is it another 'as usual' again?
21/05: wednesday! CCA day! slack day (for me)!
i went down to HTA after school to help in some admin matters.
one school is so retarded that the teacher sent the cadets' information wrongly.
imagine you are already so fed up typing names and NRIC numbers and this school made such a mistake:
cadet X has 6 numbers for her NRIC and cadet Y has 8 numbers for his NRIC. it was such an angry moment for me. hahaha.
after that, we chatted in FI office till 7 then dominic sir sent me home. that is all. hahaha.
wo yi jing yue le ni,
qing bu yao shuang yue. (:22/05: thurday! nearing FRIDAY!
mrs low let us off early!
although it was only 10 minutes, it is still time!
i did not sleep at home but stayed over at friend's house to finish what has to be done. =D
not need for anywhere else,
but just in your heart.
23/05: GP BLOCK TEST!
i reached home at 0800 after overnight stay at my friend's house.
anyway, i found an ez link card on the bus.
anyone who knows a person by name,
CHENG ZHAN HONG, ITE COLLEGE EAST,
please inform me. his ez link card is with me. LOL.
i was almost late for block test.
i jumped off my bed at 11 and reached college at 1120.
was it a white lie again? =D24/05: i woke up late! x=
i have learnt a lesson at 0745.
we went to chinatown to get guohui's present.
1 chivas and 1 absolute
*KURANT (feng ci-ing
)
i went home, bathed and went out again.
i have learnt a lesson at 1830.
i have learnt another lesson at 2300.
it was extremely soothing,
but it was not from you to me.
25/05: cruise of singapore.
train to lavender ;
train to paya lebar ;
train to eunos ;
bus to halfway ;
bus back to yishun ;
bus to queensway ;
bus to queenstown ;
train to lavender.
a very train-ly and bus-ly day. x=
*that was extreme yum yums. (:
it may be something common to you,
only i know its significance to me. (:i have finished packing. XD.
it is like, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!
i hope i do not meet wild boars like how ri wei and his friends met when they went for their OBS in sec 3. x=
13-18/05
Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 1:45:00 AM
i have just deleted what evelyn had posted here.
she sort of, vandalized my blog. ROFL! shhh. =D
13/05: SPA was horrible yesterday. i forgot to add things. hai. i was stupid and careless. more stupidity than carelessness.
today's PW is cancelled due to the fact that mrs liou did not see all of our GPPs. without SCARY deadline, who will do?
even if she gave us deadline, will they do it?
i did not sleep and you are complaining.
TML IS YJC JOGATHON AT ECP.
i am ready! (to get >100th position)
yi qie pan ruo liang ren.
is it true for your case?
14/05: first time i wore house tee to school!
erm. the effect was not as well-imagined.
i would like to quote a teacher's words here.
"first time it is funny,
second time it is not.
third time it is defiance."
cool right. that was flashed during some celebration.
everything was perfect. (:15/05: i was ALMOST late for school.
i ran like mad to be on time. EFFORT!
PE again. can you imagine PE with the jogathon the previous day? i forgot to mention the distance. 3.2km. fine, it is not long and tedious for others. but for me, i am lazy. so i am not that enthusiastic. LOL.
i slacked through PE except 400m jog. XD.
skipped everything else.
AAR cum PHOTO SHOOT!
i reached everest and almost everyone greeted me. hahaha! i greeted the FIs, okay. IC for marching the CIs to unity square. bad throat. x=
"i did not stay overnight coz i
was a female." *paused to think* "no, i mean i did not stay overnight coz i AM a female." fits of laughters roared.
i am always very retarded.
i have acknowledged it as a fact. x=
ha mu tai lang. (:
16/05: friday!
the always very very very ambitious zhuang yi have once again packed a lot of work to do. LOL. and in the end, she will be scolding herself for bringing so much work, not doing them and also wasting the precious energy she gets from expensive rice. x=
to do list!
- TWO quotations!*
- fundraising project!
- footdrill competition!
beginning of all the physical contacts.
17/05: SATURDAY!
day 1 of day 3 of "holidays"!
i slept till 0930 and i had many illusions that i have replied to a sms thrice when i did not at all. hahaha!
i took a different route today.
it was not a bad experience. (=
i took train home today. usually is 969, but nvm. that is not the main point. when i tapped my ez card at the ticket concourse level, i thought i saw japanese words when it was supposed to reflect the card balance. XD.
now i know THE reason why.
and it hurts really really bad.18/05: day 2 of day 3 of "holidays"!
i woke up at early 0830 when evelyn came to my house to do up her laptop stuff. the downloading of MSN and all. blah blah. yu rong came over to help coz i am a computer idiot. blah blah. evelyn and yu rong went to her house to fix her broadband thing. blah blah. i left home at 1240 (while watching REM) to meet yu rong then pei xin to the library.
i think i "am" (or rather look) very muggish. i actually took out my laptop and type part of my GPP on the bus. NO CHOICE. time is extremely limited and tight when for a day, others have 5 x 24 hours to play with, while i only have 1 x 24 hours.
i had home-cooked dinner today. hurray!
expensive rice, fish, vege and shark's fins!
seriously, i am ready to get scolded.
are the other four of you ready? -,-
qi dai ai. (=i cannot offer much valuable advices.
i can only offer my insignificant ears.
12/05
Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 11:30:00 PM
i do not need the mockings from you.
i am ALREADY feeling depressed.
can all of you not make it worse.
it has been a long time i am feeling this way.
why is it that some people lead a relaxed life.
why are my emotional and physique worlds like that?
a damn blardy wretched life i have.who wants to exchange with me?i shall carry on with these. i have other commitments as well. am i so free to finish the work all of you left me with?
i shall numb myself with all sorts of things. only pang zhuang yi will know what are those things. i know i am going to get more and more hurt, but i still have to continue with these.
i still wish you will let me go after so long. you are the fire of my life. you brighten up my world,but you often burn me too. ):
project work.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 9:20:00 PM
when i thought all of you are not bad, i apparently forgot that everything that i thought, will turn out extremely wrong and will only happen in my dreams.
ALL of you pretended to care. ALL of you only bothered to ask when it is time for submission. ALL of you are scoring, so what? do you think i do not want to? no one in the right sense of mind would prefer my results, not me too. do you know how bad it feels to get U for all my subjects?
except for one which i thought i would have chance to get a better grade and if not for her words. top for maths, top for econs and what else? if i have not done all the shyt which ALL OF US are supposed to go through, you will never get to enjoy the results.
all of you contributed your less-than-two-cents-worth, did not bother to finish discussing and all of you went home. i also want to go home, but could i when all the shyt is left incomplete? am i supposed to finish everything? am i supposed to do it when we use my idea?
all of you scraped off my idea and wanted another. fine. i am alright with it coz all 4 of you said you wanted to change. all of you left me the shyt which i have no idea to what to do to start and what to do to end the fantastic idea all of you suggested.
i was often being stared at by ms ku, noticed by her and ms luo coz i was often sleeping in class. let me analyse the question step by step. firstly, i was tired. why was i often tired. secondly, i slept late the previous night. why did i sleep late the previous night?
COZ I WAS SPENDING MY SLEEPING TIME THINKING OF IDEAS TO START AND END THE SHYT THAT
WE ARE SUPPOSED TO GO THROUGH
TOGETHER.
we are supposed to think. we are supposed to discuss. we are supposed to do all these together, instead of me alone.
suopposed. supposed. supposed.
i end up doing all the holy shyt. ALONE.
please do not tag me saying that you understand. coz no one will ever understand how deep the shyt i am going through. cease pretending that you know. coz i know no one does. all of you were never in my shoes.
08-11/05
@ 9:05:00 PM
08/05: PE was 2.4km run again. i just walked since i have already passed mine with a B. i got back my economics test.
boring lessons are as usual. GRR.
what the hell are you doing?get your senses and spirit back.you have never left my mind.09/05: i did not sleep during any lessons today!
maybe i drifted off a while during economics.
i went home to bathe and went for meeting. meeting in school then proceeded to BK to carry on what was needed to be settled. arrows. I MUST FIND TIME TO EAT MY ARROWS. important!
i stayed back a while at parkway to accompany xiao xing to get what she has to get. (: we were so stressed up.
i reached home at 2345 and bathed. drifted off while listening to music and lying on the sofa. snorts. slept at 1.
i miss you.10/05: lesson at 1030.
i slacked at home before going for a haircut.
the process was great but the outcome was bad.
i will never go back to her for a haircut again.
how can i convey that to you?11/05: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL.
i woke up at 1430 and went to my grandparents' house to celebrate mother's day. we had dinner buffet, a cake and ice cream. too full with food and anger now.
on what basis can i contact you?
kayaking course!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 @ 8:00:00 PM
here are details for kayaking course!
NUMBER OF DAYS!star 1 course is for 2 days.
star 2 course is for 3 days.
star 3 course is for 4 days.
star 3 assessment is for 1 day.
sea kayak orientation is for 1 day.
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RATES (member followed by non)!
(this is for age 12-18 and >59)
orientation programme: 20 20
overnight '' '' : 40 40
1 star personal skill award: 35 50
2 star personal skill award: 50 65
3 star personal skill award: 80 120
3 star assessment : 28 50
sea kayak orientation : 40 --
________________________________________________
RATES (member followed by non)!
(this is for age 19-59)
orientation programme: 25 25
overnight " " : 50 50
1 star personal skill award: 45 80
2 star personal skill award: 60 95
3 star personal skill award: 80 120
3 star assessment : 28 50
sea kayak orientation : 40 --
________________________________________________
AGE CATEGORY FOR MEMBERSHIP!(all memberships are valid for
THREE years)
12-18 and >59: $38
19-59 : $40
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these information are taken from:http://www.water-venture.org.sg/1179821374073.htmlonce again:
NUMBER OF DAYS!star 1 course is for 2 days.
star 2 course is for 3 days.
star 3 course is for 4 days.
star 3 assessment is for 1 day.
sea kayak orientation is for 1 day.
________________________________________________
MAYstar 1: 17 and 18 ;
star 2: 4, 10 and 11 ;
star 3 assessment: 25.
JUNEstar 1: 3 and 4, 7 and 8, 12 and 13, 21 and 22, 28 and 29 ;
star 2: 1, 7 and 8, 14, 15 and 21.
JULYstar 1: 5 and 6, 12 and 13, 26 and 27 ;
star 2: 5, 6 and 12, 19, 20 and 27 ;
star 3: 6, 13, 20 and 27.
(i think the 27th is for assessment.)
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dear interested CIs, if you are reading this post, please leave me a tag to tell me you are interested. if possible, please indicate:
- what star are you going for?
- are you interested to go for star 1 AND 2?
- dates as well?
zhiguang from d07 has initiated this and is suggesting that we go together.PLEASE INFORM ME, ALRIGHT? THANK YOU! (=
06/05-07/05
@ 6:30:00 PM
06/05: i forgot to mention YJC is having a MT week. i guess it meant special programs like watching movies, having LI FEI HUI lao shi from FOCUS MUSIC to come and introduce music to us ETC.
movie appreciation (RV) was on monday.
LI FEI HUI lao shi to come on 07/05/08.
we had a grilling 2 hours of lesson- GP followed by PW. this is for a less torturous day on friday! school will end at 1235 for me on friday! (please applause and cheer for my early friday!)
i find no purpose in it, so i broke the silence.ni shi wo xin zhong de ri yue.________________________________________________
07/05: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to NPCC!
YJC has no 'celebration' for it. hahaha. there are only 2 CIs and 1 CIT in YJC at the moment and the rest have already POP-ed.
i have an accomplishment to announce:
I DID NOT SLEEP FOR ANY LESSON TODAY!
(everyone must really x10 applause and cheer for me this time!
if you did not applause or cheer for me just now or had done so.)
i have compiled the BRAVO (07/05) contact list.
i have compiled the details for kayaking courses.
i have yet to return my ceremonial uniforms. x=
is there any way i can prove it to you?
29/04-05/05
Monday, May 5, 2008 @ 7:05:00 PM
WAH. i did not realise i did not update for a week!
29/04: according to my timetable,
we did not have GP today coz mrs liou went for a meeting.
oh my, does that mean we will have it on friday?
half my plans are ruined now. XD.
we finally sat down and discussed our GPP.
i think that is all for today? hahaha. my memory fails.
i feel weird not contacting you at all.______________________________________________
30/04: i slept at 0300, doing GPP.
must you wait until now then you will do something about it?i am going for a family chalet after lessons!
while everyone is going for ccas, i went home to get changed!
hahaha! it was sort of a very rebellious(?) feeling.
it sounds wrong but i am still putting in this form.
eat, bowled, tv-ed, psp-ed, eat, psp-ed, sleep.
thank you for everything. default message tone of samsung phones.
i told myself it could not be you.
that was true enough.______________________________________________
01/05: second day of chalet.
eat, cycled, bathed, psp-ed, packed, HOME!
i think i stoned and did A BIT of work and i went to sleep?
this is a life of a xiao zhu. what more can you expect? XD.
i like it this way, but considering the fact that... what kind of reaction was that which i had?______________________________________________
02/05: TGIF!
thank god it's friday!
every lesson went on smoothly! (=
i did not sleep during chemistry! it was considered a miracle coz my chemistry lesson on fri is from 1140-1240 when i do not have any breaks in front of it. even the break on monday was earlier-- 1140-1210.
WE HAVE GP TODAY. i stuck myself in the library and chiong-ed my history essay out which is due on 02/05, 1730. i took out time to go home to take my abandoned 2.1 functions tutorial. yeah, functions AGAIN.
GP was a continuation of what we were doing and GPP.
project work! project work! project work! project work.
it would not have got WORSE,
if you have not disallowed me. am i treating you as a filler phrase?
i hope with all my might that i am not.
it WOULD HAVE BEEN fantastic.______________________________________________
03/05 & 04/05: i had meetings for the upcoming footdrill competition. i was made the department head of programmes. XD. we sat in suntec city and raffles city for 5.5 hours to discuss about EVERYTHING. the next meeting is this friday!
some sort of a weird feeling to see the "P". each place is each piece of my jigsaw memory.______________________________________________
05/05: just SICK!
history was like WOAH. the question was indeed one of the easiest and not meant to kill anyone. maybe i allowed myself to be killed by it. OH! how far was USA responsible for the CW. cherie went 'YES! thank you jesus!'
i was stunned by the question (and cherie and their writing speeds x=). i did not absorb the essay outline given by mrs low. GRR. it was very very very stressful and scary sitting beside cherie and cerelia.
today was the fortunate 2.4km run. my result is a B and i am not going to rerun unless i know i am going to run faster and NOT SLACK for this thursday's. hahaha. i have become such a total slacker. x=
i guess i fell sick when:
- i went into our CTG venue,
- which the school decided to switch on the air conditioner,
- it was after my 2.4km run
- and i was still perspiring.
HAI.tml is photo taking!
my hair is still in a horrendous state. x=
SPA A LEVELS STARTS NEXT WEEK!
guess what is on my mind now?