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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
06/01
Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 7:21:00 PM
woah! i slept at 2030 last night! hahaha. so early.
i jumped up at 0645, very scared that i am not late. usually the follow-up action of sleeping early the night before, is waking up late. PHEW. it is only 0645. i carried on with my sleep, hoping to catch more sleep. i jumped up at 0745 again, until then i decided to really wake up and prepare for the day.
i packed all the 4 items into the bag and then set off my journey to HTA (sounds like some mountainous journey). BUT IT WAS ADVENTUROUS.
i was almost stuck in the lift! the door was stuck for like 10 seconds. many thoughts flashed past me during that 10 seconds. what if i am late? what if it takes me hours to get out? then when will i return the uniforms? the door suddenly opened and i saw light! hahaha. it then took me 22 minutes to reach CCK mrt station and then the bus came 2 minutes after i have reached. hahaha. God is kind to me today.
the journey was enjoyable as i enjoy the spacious 4 seater, except that there was this man, who boarded the bus after he was just done with his cigarette. x= the smell is very very strong. gosh. lalala. i reached HTA at 0950. i waited and then 172 came and all other falcon members alighted.
we waited and waited until suddenly charlie members went in, so i went in with them. i returned the uniforms, ranks and buttons and i received BRAVO's assignments, CDs, benson's and my notebooks and our ranks. woots!
Cadet Inspector Trainee.
Cadet Inspector.
what was pasted on the notebook.
the original certificate by HQ (you can actually see me in the reflection, LOL).
the modification by BRAVO Instructors (click to enlarge to see the stamp).
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i sat outside at the bus-stop after leaving HTA. i took the seventh bus and went home for lunch. i helped out by washing the dishes, removing and putting on the bedsheets. after that, i went out to set off my journey to tampines. this time round, i did not take lift b, the problematic one. i took lift a.
my phone first protested by telling me "sms memory is full, delete some messages", when i see the memory status that text messages is 235/500. i deleted half of what were in my inbox and sent items. things did not get better.
journey to tampines was GREAT! with LOTS of fun and laughters, peace and joy, except for the man who boarded the train after he smoked.the second protest was that, all the sensors did not work! OMG. i really felt like jumping off the train and run to any samsung shop. it decided to recover itself when i was reaching eunos. THOSE TWO EXPERIENCEs, WERE EXTREMELY SCARY.
____________________________________________i do not think that i am wrong. why you cannot do the things that an independent child could do? if you can do it, anyway it is for yourself, do it yourself. troubling others who are busy for your own things.if you care or even realise, you are getting weaker while i am getting stronger. there are always some days that a person's emotions will rule over him/her. those days will happen to me too. i do not need to say what will happen if one day i cannot control my fist. all i will hear, is no longer your scoldings and orderings, but you whining in pain.when i feel that things are getting redundant, i will reply and do things my style, whether you like it or not. fyi, i feel that things are already getting redundant when i was around 13 or 14. i have already grown up.
there are things you do not need to mention and i know i have to do them. it is up to me, if i want to do it or not. anyway, why must i do things for you to see? i know that i have done things, it is enough for me.
