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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
02/01- 03/01
Thursday, January 3, 2008 @ 7:38:00 PM
02/01: first day of school! it felt weird. i was in polo tee and pe shorts. i can see all the tired faces of the student-ly ambience. hahaha. almost everyone i saw at the yishun mrt station were in school uniforms. 3 weeks JC course. i am going back to ytss for orientation.
orientation is almost like what it was last year. the games and the rotational system. but this time round, i am viewing everything and everyone as the outsider's point of view. everything and everyone seemed different.
and i just realised i look like a sec 3 to a sec 1. OMG. at least other classmates of hers said sec 4 or 5.
03/01: i woke up late and xiu bin was rotting at the security post. hahaha. so sorry. i did not join them for the first round of amazing race. i stayed in school and hovered around the CCA selections and emo-ed in the canteen. hahaha.
i have received news yesterday and was prepared for it. in the end, it is just a waste of my time and energy. you said you will call me. i waited for your call. i called you since 1450 and you did not pick up. i called you for around 5 times from 1450 to 1630. you wasted my time, efforts and energy. i even smsed you once.
you mean you cannot see all these missed calls and sms? you answered when others called you. you said you forgot all about me and was shocked that i waited for you. you did not even mention a thing or apologize when you struck a conversation with me after that. that is rude and what you did was unbecoming for a person of your position.
this is not the first time anyway. i must get used to how you are behaving and doing things, am i right? yes i am free, but can you just ask if i can make it? you just told me the time and venue. what if i cannot make it? and the way you said it, tells me that i have no choice but to go. there are things i am busy with too. yes, you trust me but this is
never the way to do things.
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today is then the day i found out about the shocking, disgusting and scandalous truths after years.
gosh!no doubt. i have been wondering what kind of ridiculous dreams i am having nowadays.
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i guess it needs time,just like how it did.but will it be as long?
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