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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
20/04
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ 10:52:00 PM
last unit training before cca stand down for mye.
my chance to pump the whole unit of juniors was snatched by rahimi and jiahui. i should not have told them about the messy boundary. it gave them the chance to pump them. KNS. another chance deprived. aiya.
i went off to the band's side to teach them how to wear number one. i think aaron went off in the middle of everything without telling me/ told me but i did not notice it. suddenly, masdiyanah appeared. lol. i think so. i was too busy helping people till i did not notice anything. but at least, someone called me zhuangyi mam from ytwo, first time wor! so happy. lol.
after that, i went down for pt. before that, i have already gone down, realising i left my uniforms with ytwo :s i strolled here and there, before stopping outside council room. i had the wild thought of going out of school to buy drinks for the juniors, like what the seniors did before. i discussed my ideas with some ncos then asked roland. aaron and i went out, with szejin and shuhadah joining us later. we bought 15 bottles for sec1s and 3s.
the ones i discussed about this matter, agreed on one conclusion. sec2s do not have really good ncos who are mainly in charge. i really felt sad, really sad, when cheryl, a sec3 nco, who do not bear to leave the sec2s, came over to me and offered to buy a bottle of drinks from me to give the sec2s. it was really saddening. i can really feel the wreck in my heart. although i feel that 8 (supposedly 9) bottles of drinks are not really enough for 43 people, i still passed one bottle to cheryl. she came back to me, with her long face, and she told me that the ncos mainly in charge, refused the idea. i really do not know how to say, how to react, how to console her or whatever.
it was the last time i will be talking to them. i was encouraged to say positive stuff, anyway, i cannot possibly change them with just a speech or anything.
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