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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
05/10 - 07/10.
Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 12:00:00 AM
05/10: last two horrible hours.
i do not care about you like you CARE about us.
coz i know that you are not worth it.
time and time again, you have done this. time and time again, i have agreed. it is not worth to be your friend or even your acquaintance. talk about CBA, there is no benefit AT ALL.
06/10: surprises sprang on me.
i am a PMC student.
i volunteered to do a project on Cuba.
i am lazy.
i am inattentive in lessonS.
i deserve all YOUR scoldings.
yeah, i need the attention, but i hate it.
07/10: long day in college, lots of mugging time.
more accomplishments than usual, but still not enough. that is what i can do, but not what i can only do. really, i should just cut myself from this disdainful world.
whenever i put it on, i am seeing traces of the real me. should i keep it on all the times? or can i afford to lose myself forever?08/10: study break day 1.
i look forward to myself performing! =D
right. you said i am lazy. it was only three questions! on top of that, i was sick for a whole week, full seven days. though i can still function, i still have other subjects. do not force me to dig out the fact that you made us have more hours of lessons on top of other h2s!
next, you said i am inattentive during lessonS. no doubt i was not listening to you on monday, that was only ONCE. you wrote lessonS. oh, i forgot that your ability of spoken english is so bad that always, "you made a mistakes." you have successfully transferred your inability to your written english. congratulations!
if you are so good, go back to malaysia, go back to VS. YJC does not need you! and stop digging your old past and tell us. we are not interested in stories, favouritism towards chan sik, sean, my CF or even ACCUSATIONS against seniors, samuel and SG19. i do not need them like i do not need you.
on the positive side, i am going to show you how a student who is lazy and inattentive during lessons would score an A for CA2. JUST YOU WAIT.
enough of the broken recording, some ANTs. x=
if you can use your way to remember things, why cannot i do the same? and you are also unable to substantiate your statement. why should i listen to you, even though i know that you MIGHT be correct.
that being your worse, could be what i am best in. but there is no guarantee that i am good in it. it is just that others are worse off, very much worse off.
i really am perplexed over how i should think and how i should feel. selfish? selfless? when to feel is to be against, it really hurts.
i never felt that i was normal. and thanks for telling me only after EIGHT months. i really need that now.
my mood is experiencing a roller coaster now.this kind of pain to torture me now. that sucks.one day. four days. twelve days. thirteen days.