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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
02/09 - 08/09.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 1:00:00 AM
02/09: back to college. x=
time flies and work are still not done.
03/09: dental appointment.
i already forgot how i feel when i am waiting for my dental appointments. hmm. i cannot remember the last time i visit a dentist. hahaha! as in those who are not in those travelling dental vans. was it last year eoy?
the day to extract my wisdom t
EEth is nearing!
04/09: very interesting PE session.
i finally caught a movie with xiao hong and her other parts. XD. so i watched UP with sally, shawn and spark at bishan's GV.
05/09: CSI competition.
though jon's proposed drill competition did not happen, they have changed it to a CSI competition which received great response. much appreciation to all for the participation and help. (=
they said, at least he offered. damn! do i care? what is the point of offering when it was not meant for me. damn it. damn the fact. damn
me.
you told me once that i was appreciated. yeah,
"was". not now or in the future. i do not fancy all those big thank you and rewards. just a simple gesture, i do not even need the word
"thanks". everything is over now. i am over with it.
i have no rights to say goodbye, coz i am not willing and able to let go. damn the fact that i keep getting stuck. damn my decision to stay or to leave. damn myself for being so selfish and selfless.
back to june 2007, back to feb 2008, back to september 2009.
06/09: paternal grandfather's birthday celebration. (=
i am not inferior. i am not scared. i just cannot blend in
that well.
do not ask me why, coz i do not have answers.
07/09: non-productive mugging. ):
1040: went to college.
11++: started "work".
1230: lunch.
1330: resumed work.
1400: distracted and
holland everywhere except my table and back to my work. ):
1600: stuck my butt back to the chair.
1830: started to pack up.
4.5 hours without factoring in breaks! shyt.
is this what a person facing second promo should do?
08/09:
addicted. that is so me.
i just saw a cockroach flying into my sister's piles of books, papers, files and things. finally the relative of the xiao qiang i killed at LXLJ's house has finally tracked me down after a day. x=
thanks for giving those false hopes.
i guess it is not yours, but my fault.
i am the one imagining everything.
sorry to include you in
my dreams.
reminders!> 09/0
9/09: LAST intensive months.
> 20/10/09: FREE FROM PAPERS!
- 18/09: general paper.
- 12/10: economics!
- 14/10: mathematics!
- 16/10: chemistry!
- 20/10: history!
>>> ultra needed reminders!
- buy post-it notes!
- send watch for repairs
- buy medicine
- submit claim forms
- buy spectacles hooks
- send phone for repairs
- contact cleo