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19-21/07
Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 10:30:00 PM
19/07: .38 shooting. (=
i went to meet carla at yishun mrt station for WR without my phone. lol. i felt stupid and lost. well, since when i am not?
i went home to rot and slack until i left home at 0830 to meet jasmine and harry. we met pamela when we are at the range. there are a lot more officers than inspectors. x= does it mean anything- i do not know. XD.
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO.
my heart sank into the deep, dark dungeons.
you are the ONLY one who can pick it up. (:
we had lunch at LJS and i drank coke like a thirsty hippopotamus. a large drink was not enough for me. x= that is probably due to excessive talking without any inlet of liquids. do not ask me how i survived the next 1 hour of waiting and another 2.5 hours at the cinema.
by right we should not talk, but we heeded by left. =D
brain food! food for thought:
have you ever wondered how intense will the pain be when your most loved one was to forget you? forgot totally about you, the happiness, the sorrows, the weals and the woes? until the point that you need someone else to introduce each other, until the point that when he/she addresses you by the wrong name, until the point that he/she treats you like a stranger beforehand, until the point that he/she is totally polite with you.
you are the only one who has the ability to replace the smile back onto my face when i am at my lowest times. i hope you will know it. (:20/07: mugger at work. do not crap along.
i spent my day at the library again, mugging for the nearing A levels. it is good to start early and i must start early to salvage the depressing situation. x=
i was invited for lunch when i sat down at the table for less than 1 hour. hahaha. food is energy. energy is productivity. productivity is ACES.
she performed her perfect first aid on me. XD. when it was not even a cut, but a poke by the compass needle. that was painful, but tuesday's blood donation is going to be more painful. especially with the punch to extract sample blood. they want to check if i have AIDS, SARS, dengue fever, bird flu, mad cow disease or other FATAL and CONTAGIOUS diseases.
back to topic. we vandalized my notes and assignments badly until 1845. XD. we then roamed to find nice books to borrow and i realized i am too lazy to do so. hahaha. dinner was KFC (i forced myself to be full so i will not waste money to buy the whatever value meal). toasted twister was painful for me. x=
we talked about our courses' days. 3+1=4. therefore it is "courseS". all the secrets, moments which are very funny, interesting, inspiring (btw, inspiring is also gossiping in sms language -> random), memorable and
our experiences.
the situation gets clearer and clearer.
my thirst for the truth is worsening. x=________________________________________________
this was what i had prepared:
i have GP test on mon. x=
i have blood donation on tue.
i have HT test on wed. x=
i have NDP training on wed.
i have unit training on fri.
i have promotion test on sat.
gen ni zai yi qi de shi hou, wo si hu dui shi jian mei you guan nian.
wo zai hu de shi, wo men gong du shi jian mei ci guo de hen kuai.21/07: GP test and frisbee.
the test was the first period and it certainly got my brain working (although it is difficult to convey the messages from the knees to the hands -> against the gravitational pull). that explains the strenuous process for me for any tests. hahaha.
i was dumb to titrate the whole flask of solution when i should pipette an amount to proceed on. i repeated it 4 times. i was the last to finish, so unusual. i should have passed my chemical bonding test if not for the careless mistakes. GRR.
PE was frisbee! we were like dogs, chasing after the frisbees to catch them. it is part of practice for our interclass tournament for the sports meet. we also had a defence talk by the SAF representative and gary is the second
lieutenant of a division. woah. it has only been three years since i last saw him.i was hardworking and went to the library to look for the comics which i read about 8 years back for my sister. in the end, i could not find it at all. x= all burned by emperor qin? ROFL. i guess it is my efforts and thoughts that count. XD.
as i roamed along street 21,
as i roamed along street 22,
as i roamed along avenue 2,
as i roamed along my heart's desires.
i wish i will faint after donating blood tml.
school is a chore. let alone the loneliness.
all the little opportunities;
i seize them one by one. (: