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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
ATC.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 8:30:00 PM
i have not been posting for 14 days? i have been in quite a very very dull mood lately. x=
ATC.i met aaron to get the instructor's shirt to wear during the ATC. before i saw him, my principal came over and talked to me. woah. she recognized me? are my results that bad? hmm. i think so. hahaha. i went down to unit then to northpoint to take a taxi down with the others.
the cycle from the shop to the campsite was insane! especially i cycled to bahru! i stopped thrice due to the mountains. hahaha. it was my first time, so i will be giving myself chances for remedy. i hope i am going for the one in october as well.
IBG.i am the group instructor for falcon. just like LMSC, i asked them to do a simple introduction of themselves while i frantically tried to copy their names down. hahaha. coz everyone could not remember each other's names, we repeated the cycle twice. and of course, i could not finish copying their names. x=
we did not play the most standard ATC game with them coz dzafir and i brought them to the training shed and it would be a bit too impossible to bring a bench over. hahaha. btw, if you have no idea, it is the one which you have to arrange yourself in a certain order, i.e. birthdays, first alphabet of your name etcetera.
TENT PITCHING.
i did not shout at anyone until i realized sometimes human beings work better under stress. =D here arrives the sadistic streak!
TBG.i am the CI in charge of TBG. the lesson plan which i spent one day working on, was not used at all. yes, my efforts were wasted, but at least no hiccups occurred. x= i am the SM of key punch. woots! i would consider this the most exciting and competitive game!
i felt sadistic when i kept the timing from the cadets. they were so anxious to find out. everyone put in their best, if not they will be targeted. hahaha. if everyone was to cooperate for everything on that basis, it will be world peace. LOL.
learning points:
- HAVE THE TARGET/GOAL IN MIND
- determination
- communication (the non verbal kinds)
- cooperation
- coordination
- LEARN MATH
why have i become so cui beyond words? what have happened to me? where have all my confidence gone to?campfire. i am the youngest of the whole Camp Resilience's Instructors. x= so i entered the council ring last. sian. what if i get abducted by monsters? HAHAHA. that was really wishful thinking. i walked back to Bahru and feasted on the watermelons and honeydews. YUMMY!
i cooked maggie mee and heated curry chicken while reading economics notes. snorts! i was alone. i slept at 3, woke up several times to check on the cadets and pushed myself off the bench at 5.
i finally exploded on the last day. hahaha. it is a bit too late though. it was not even 50%. i guess no one can make me till 100% of my anger. i have decided, i should not accommodate with people who do not deserve my tolerance and they will get scolding(s) from me. =D
blah blah. jing lin and i cycled to the jetty and bought the cadets cold soft drinks. they did not have time to indulge themselves though. hahaha. lunch at long john silver and i fell asleep while smsing, AGAIN.
CI gathering at a carpark. although i feel that why is the bonding after the camp, but overall, the activities we had were really fun! although i have several bruises from yew chow. he is really violent and he whacks without a care. next time he shall be sandwiched in between two female HOs. hahaha. he needs to be controlled.
SLEEP!
my plans went into the drains, isn't it?
those days were really different from now. (: