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true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
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Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 10:03:00 PM
i guess yesterday was the end of
everything? it has been such a
LONG time. i did not regret it though. no one forced me to like you. and i am not hating anyone, really. it has been npcc which gave me the chance to know you and yes, develop feelings for you. i
t is 4 years i am talking about here. it is not easy. some people can change their boy/girlfriends like one in one month or even more? now then i realise i am so, erm, good? aiya, wrong adjective.
since you already had someone in mind, then i wish both of you best of luck? it is really not easy to let go. it really hurts to find out the truth like how i did. and it really pained me to discover on my own that the person you had liked since sec 1, likes your friend (to what extent, i cannot say).
alright. this shall mark the end of this single-sided relationship. i know i will not regret it. at least i know,
i had really liked someone before, wholeheartedly. like what ms susan soh has said,
it is your loss. and of course, after this, i will be once again single. i was single all along, i meant that my heart 100% belongs to me again. ((= i hope i can be single and available soon (depending on who would want me. duh).
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i know that you need help. and she is there to help you. isn't that what are friends for? helping each other in need. and that, does not exist for both of us, anymore. i often wonder, are things that bad? i can only wonder.after art, i went to kfc for lunch with karen, jermaine, donovan, aaron and roland. we were talking about our past papers. it seemed like only some of my answers were not too bad. haha. i just hoped so for all the questions for all the papers.i then went to bk (finally decided) to study. oh yes. i still owe edmund $2. hmm. i shall jot it down. hahaha. we had hersey's chocolate pie. we also saw jaime. long time no see. we chatted for a while then she went off with her friends. yiling and candy met us later. yiling still dared to tell me she was going for a movie at 10. well well. i went to ICHI-BAN SUSHI for dinner! my sister's treat. i had one whole bento set to my own. haha. the food was YUMS. my mother and sister loved wasabi, i wonder why. haha.on the way home, i saw adriano, yes that don't know which superstar guy. he is not very tall (oops) and very very emo. haha. i cannot help but overhear his conversation and his girl-friend or girlfriend- not sure and don't care. i used to like him BUT not that crazy. he was looking into his phone then sort of exclaimed, he said he is not coming le la. then he squatted down. weird? after that he was talking about people. have all the gan-family. he even listed them out. like gan jiejie, gan meimei, gan gorgor, gan didi, gan mama, gan papa, gan agong, gan ama, gan shushu, gan yiyi. what went through my mind was, WOAH. HE KNOWS HIS STUFF. LOL.
i am sorry, but i cannot help but overhear. they were the only ones talking. anyway, i have to thank him. he gave me the idea of writing the compo on monday. NOT THE HEROES ONE. but i really exaggerated until he scolds crude languages. haha, i wrote ken tan anyway.
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