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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
sudden emoness. x=
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 12:15:00 AM
i was stalking someone's blog since 2200. that person is a consistent blogger in the past but not now. i only read like four months during these two hours? more to catch up soon.
some thoughts so far:
(not about the blog but everything)
EMPTY PROMISES
why would anyone want to make promises and then break them? true enough that there is a saying which i thought it to be a retarded one, "rules are meant to be broken" BUT does that apply to promises? oh my, i am hating increasingly this.
perhaps it is really time that i fulfil one of my blog entry's content. though it is in my blood, with this rate of increase of hatred for everything in my life, everything is possible.
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WRONG IDEAS or SIGNALS
i think everyone should just attend gracia's talk for this issue.
- how to interact with the opposite sex
- how to identify what are the cliche dialogue topics
- how to know what does the opposite sex think
- how to know if you are sending the correct ideas/signals
and more modules coming up, DEFINITELY.
life sucks and i know it too well.
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OBLIGATIONS VERSUS NECESSITY
it is only the fourth week of college year one. why should i worry so much? no one cared that much last year. why should i? why should i be the one? why should i be the one to remind them instead of some "inner compass" they should possess?
bloody crap.
set any hopes of any sort/kind lower so that
disappointment will be proportionately lower.
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CCA VERSUS ECA
i know there is no more ECA under MOE policies, but i was taught before this lunar year started, that there are co-curricular and extra-curricular activities in life. so now i have to use my "inner compass" to decide which is which.
the conversation with jie bin started out determined. the metup with partner wavered it. the pictures of 75th CIBTC are simply evil. i am going to slice
IT out piece by piece. i hate to do this but life is cruel. i want to care, but i so cannot do it!
TRUST is essential.
DELIGATION of tasks is important.
but STUDIES is my future.
(i never wanted to say this but circumstances made me do it!)
"zai zhe ge min zhe bao sheng de she hui li, ni bu hui bao hu zi ji, ni jiu dei jie shou jie guo."what have you accomplished?have you done more good or bad in your life?