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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
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Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 9:20:00 PM
when i thought all of you are not bad, i apparently forgot that everything that i thought, will turn out extremely wrong and will only happen in my dreams.
ALL of you pretended to care. ALL of you only bothered to ask when it is time for submission. ALL of you are scoring, so what? do you think i do not want to? no one in the right sense of mind would prefer my results, not me too. do you know how bad it feels to get U for all my subjects?
except for one which i thought i would have chance to get a better grade and if not for her words. top for maths, top for econs and what else? if i have not done all the shyt which ALL OF US are supposed to go through, you will never get to enjoy the results.
all of you contributed your less-than-two-cents-worth, did not bother to finish discussing and all of you went home. i also want to go home, but could i when all the shyt is left incomplete? am i supposed to finish everything? am i supposed to do it when we use my idea?
all of you scraped off my idea and wanted another. fine. i am alright with it coz all 4 of you said you wanted to change. all of you left me the shyt which i have no idea to what to do to start and what to do to end the fantastic idea all of you suggested.
i was often being stared at by ms ku, noticed by her and ms luo coz i was often sleeping in class. let me analyse the question step by step. firstly, i was tired. why was i often tired. secondly, i slept late the previous night. why did i sleep late the previous night?
COZ I WAS SPENDING MY SLEEPING TIME THINKING OF IDEAS TO START AND END THE SHYT THAT
WE ARE SUPPOSED TO GO THROUGH
TOGETHER.
we are supposed to think. we are supposed to discuss. we are supposed to do all these together, instead of me alone.
suopposed. supposed. supposed.
i end up doing all the holy shyt. ALONE.
please do not tag me saying that you understand. coz no one will ever understand how deep the shyt i am going through. cease pretending that you know. coz i know no one does. all of you were never in my shoes.
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