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PANG ZHUANG YI
true enough. well, if i am not talking when you see me, it can only mean two things; either i am overwhelmed by someone or i am E M O ing.
temper is on the SUPERB extreme. try me if you do not believe in that.
if a cluttered desk is a sign of a cluttered mind, of what, then is an empty desk?
no wonder my desk is always flooded. =D
15/12
Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 10:37:00 PM
the post about CIBTC RC and stuff will come much later.
i woke up to recee pulau ubin with my group. in the end i had to leave earlier to get to beach road to get the things needed. lalala. we saw brandon, eunice, shuyee, lian yun, philo and some others. we had dinner together and that shu yee was hilarious.
we were saying how slow motion she can get and she crapping her way with me. she said i must tell her that a car is approaching in 2 km then she will have time to react. if not if she was knocked down, she will take 5 seconds to realise that she has been knocked down. aiya. and all those funny funny things she does.
and one more. coz she said she wanted to get my number during dinner. when we were walking out of the hawker centre, i asked her for hers.
me: so what is your number? (taking my phone out)
she: you want my number ar?
me: no la. (putting my phone back)
she: (grabbing the phone from my handphone pouch) eh. don't like that la.
me: so now is you want to give me your number, not i asked from you ar.
she: then what is your number?
me: (i did not reply her)
she: eh. you don't diao qi lai mai. later mai bu chu qu.
meaning you don't act hard to get. later no one will get.
me: -,- and reads her my number.
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i do not blame anyone for not knowing anything about my life, but can you at least try to understand? this kind of situation has happened to me time and time, i
always do not know who to turn to. definitely not them. although it has been happening for the hundredth and thousandth time, but it had never been so serious. is it really so difficult? if i had known it earlier, would i have shunned it?
but for now, i know i cannot escape my duties and stuff. but the thing is, while criticizing others, have you thought in their shoes? yes. i should not have slept yesterday away, but it can be really tiring. you are tired, i am tired, everyone is. i had only left earlier and have to do what i am supposed to. if you want the job and you think it is easy, you may want to take over me. i have never felt so tired and helpless.
i am persevering on because i want to prove everyone of them wrong. showers of criticisms and scoldings poured on me and who can i complain to? i am nowhere in between this and that. no one can understand. through struggles then will i grow? i really hope so. i have been through so much, which no one in this world understands, and i must be one of the oldest person on earth. no one is not tired at this point of time.
life is short, cherish it- i shall try. even if i died in the middle of the journey, i know that i have tried.